My self-realization remains a mystery too unbelievable to conceive. A short glimpse in my past reveals a stream of mental agitations rightly suited for a psychopath. I occupied for years a n egotistical infected mind.
Fortunes, fame, and acquisitions propelled my existence. I failed immeasurable amounts of times in my self-created illusionist world. I desired an external definition of self. I was a perfectly insane.
“The ultimate truth is so simple. It is nothing more than being in the pristine state. That is all that needs to be said.” Ramana Maharishi
A Stormy Sea
The chase nearly achieved its hidden-purpose my self-destruction. My obsessed mind of endless attachments and constant thinking positioned my exit many times. Fortunately, my path to spiritual awareness existed through this portal, this burnt out life. Remarkably and thankfully, my spiritual restoration would take place on earth. Again, thank God.
“The kingdom of God will not come if you watch for it. Nor will anyone be able to say, ‘It is here’ or ‘It is there.’ For the kingdom of God is within you.” Jesus
I never will prescribed to the acceptance of a God mediator. I desire to find the God in me of my own accord. I do not want interpretation of my salvation. The world’s religions saturated with angry Gods, restricted diets, forbidden wearing of clothing creates more confusion than harmony.
And so, I sought a definition to “I AM” without declaring obedience to man’s interpretation of God. This road a lonely stretch of self-inquiry where no exist to interpret the language and sounds of God. I love it this way. I am guaranteed to find my source inside me.
To pull someone out of the mud, you must first step into the mud yourself.” Hasidic Master Israel Baal Shem Tov
If the source of God is within me, I must go into the mud and bring myself to the light.
Tao Te Ching Verse 7
The Master is available to all people
and doesn’t reject anyone.
She is ready to use all situations
and doesn’t waste anything.
This is called embodying the light.
What is a good man but a bad man’s teacher?
What is a bad man but a good man’s job?
If you don’t understand this, you will get lost,
however intelligent you are.
It is the great secret.
Dragon will talk later about Kingdom.