Damn, Change is Scary
To achieve a higher state of consciousness one must accept her path (past). Whatever our past results produced we must appreciate the experience.
It is not a manner of denying responsibility for actions, but enlightenment. Our darkest moments created a spiritual vessel guided to a higher awareness.
As we ascend into higher realms, we become incessantly grateful; our past is not a scarlet letter, but a manuscript on change. No religion, philosophy, or spiritual institute can be sincere, if it lacks evidence of followers who changed their consciousness.
The Double Agent
Do not be fooled however by a temporary change of behavior as a higher consciousness. We deceive ourselves with disguises of spiritual espionage with acting Godly daily. Pretending to be something we are not takes a lot of energy; we constantly dread our cover being blown.
Living falseness as truth produces a great amount of stress and anxiety. Often, most possess the old consciousness with a new set of diverse linguistics.
Only when the old consciousnesses completely decay, and only then, a new one is born. The change of consciousness is night and day.
The only resemblance of the former spirit is the body that held it.. A higher consciousness is hard work; it is painful and joyful at the same time.
Accept past results by rectifying the pain, and then elevating the consciousness. There is no public document on how to raise the individual consciousness; this can only be accomplished inside your soul, alone with God.
No one can teach or preach your deliverance, you must live it,
because who knows your dark secrets better than you.